tannigreythompson

well i was bound to start playing shit after that last post wasnt i. been running shit too. anyone who shows that amount of hope/optimism/arrogance deserves to get cunted over imo. in the two days after the post i had an 8 buy in upswing followed by a 17 buy in downswing. then spent $65 in a NLO8 $5 rebuy where i didnt win a single hand during the rebuy period. ridiculous. things started to look up at the start of the freezeout when somehow split a pot with a moron but departed shortly after. winning zero hands in an hour and a half of a rebuy depressed me. my desire to play seems to completely disappear when things arent going well so being the bad loser that i am i havent played very much since. definitely a bad loser. $300 down since my last post. guess it happens. worked some long hours out in the sun at the cricket last week which was probably the saviour of my sanity and my roll. was good to be out of the house having fun with friends and other people instead of in the house losing money to enemies and other people. not sure what my plan is now to be honest as my omaha libido has gone through the floor. got about $500 in the roll just 18-tabled some small stakes multi-table sit and goes where i ran bad and broke even. it wasnt fun. downloaded loads of films recently may carry on just watching them instead of playing poker or maybe ill get out of the house a bit. tv is shit only things i watch now are the secret millionaire which makes me smile and mock the week which makes me laugh. millionaire is in ladywood near me next week which should be interesting. drive by shooting there the other day. money well spent. rented a couple of french films, the brilliant amelie which was nominated for five oscars in 2002 i think and a fucking hilarious film called le diner de cons. fucking hilarious. watch it if you can. loads of foreign films i want to watch some for the second time but have been struggling to download them with the correct subtitles if anyone knows a reliable way of downloading foreign films please tell me. though renting them from the library gets me away from the computer if nothing else. my total profit since the $15 deposit 72 days ago now stands at $1196.03 and is getting less impressive by the day.